tis wkend has been a very bz one.

uncle daniel from da wardens met da lord on 2nd jan 07. tho he'll b greatly missed by all hu knew him, we all know he will b happy in heaven watchin over us.

sat: wen novena den served funeral mass den wen down ta mandai 4 da cremation. it all happened in a day. sun: served mass n hung out wid dearie da whole day. (p.s i enjoyed it!)

i learnt alot durin da wkend. in fact ta those hu know me VERY well, i learnt how ta control my temper. believe it or not i held back even tho i had da chance ta tell u off in ur face how irritatin n annoyin u were n how much u deserve a tight slap across ur face. but i din. i prayed n ask lord to gif me da strength ta remain calm n allowed me ta maintain tat humiliation n hurt till i find a beta alternative.

over da 1st wk i realised one tink. it has nuttin ta du wid her but u all along. i made a mistake blamin her 4 everything wen it was u all along hu did not know tat wad ur doin is hurtin ta me. call me sensitive wadsoeva. jus don 4get hu was dere wen u needed it. don 4get da times i was dere 4 u. don 4get anitink i've done 4 u. i know u'll get ur jus desserts. i know tat i shud stop botherin abt u since u don put me in da eye. from now i treat it as ur tokin ta my hand cos u don deserve my attention no longer. not even a millisec. i jus don get it. u proclaim tis n du another. call others a hypocrite? luk in da mirror. da biggest hypocrite is u. i wud not seek anymore ta haf anitink ta du wid u. till da day u urself wake up n appreciate my presence. cos its very tirin ta try ta wan ta haf anitink ta du wid u n u kip ignorin me again n again no matter how hard i try. i deserve beta. mark my words. u will b rewarded wid wad u gif others. i jus hope u wud b able ta take it.