OuTrAgEoUs..

be prepared 4 da worst way of expression i ever cud use..

came back at 2am ytd..den got screwed by my dad 4 comin home late..den he brot up da matter abt mi not plannin my time well n late nights..sayin i DO NOT make my studies as my priority..basically everything i du la..well~ he knows abt my r/s n i know he's not happy rite from da very beginnin wen i informed him(1st time in my life..i've eva done such a brave tink)..so as usual he says abt makin da choice between my studies n everything else..he always uses tis against mi..he knows i surely chose my studies above everything else..since i entered sec sch..i've given up so much jus 4 my studies..untill now wen i'm 18 i still gotta face tis shit..i'm so pissed off man..its like i'm not longer 13 (immature age)..he gotta let mi haf more room to know more abt wad da fuck life is abt rite? its not like i can predict how tis life goes abt wad..if i wasn't tired tis morn at 2am..i wud haf reasoned it out wid him..n i wud make sure tat i make more sense den him..

he even mentioned tat he asked my mom to send mi tto sch n back cos he wanna gif mi ample time to study..den he oso makin so much noise tat my mom runs ard wid da car..its such a sucky n disgustin comment..i know my dad from da day i was born..n i've neva heard of tis comment from him b4..i seriously wonder if he's undergoin menopause..i wanted to blah at his face n tell him tat i neva ONCE asked him or my mom to send me to sch..i can jolly well discipline myself in wakin up earlier so i can take 985..its not a fuckin prob to mi..it will be a routine to mi in no time..it has always been his idea since da day i step into millennia da 1st day..

i'm so fuckin pissed wid my dad 4 da 1st time..its like i neva wanted tis kinda life to be born as a char bor but da rebellious nature of a guy..while my bro has to born as a guy n haf da brain of a petite little girl..tink we shud switch brains rite?

if my dad is worried tat i get not enuf slp..can jus tell mi straight in my face in a nice n fatherly manner..i wud accede to his request n slp early wad..n not lecture mi abt everything i've done or not done..altho he's my dad but we r all human..dere'a a limit to one's tolerance level..